I'm always worried about you, my love. You always seem so stressed, and I wish I could do something to ease your worries, if even just a bit. And even now, your friend is here, and... [ Sigh. ] I dunno. Even if you tell me not to worry, it doesn't mean I'm not going to. I just love you so, so much, you know?
...I love you too. Haha, I'm sorry... I don't want anybody to worry about me. [Too late babe!] I'm just struggling a little recently. I'm glad Mr. Ancient is here. Honestly, I'm worried about him, too.
He totally left me sleeping upstairs with his coat. [Ain is wearing it.] It was nice of him not to wake me up, I guess.
Darling, you shouldn't say things like that. "I don't want anybody to worry", I mean. I'm your boyfriend, and I care a lot about you. If you have worries, we work through it together. If you have things you want to talk about or feel like you can't keep to yourself, even if you feel bad for feeling them, you should still feel comfortable enough to talk to me about it. And I'll always be here to comfort you, okay?
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Actually, I know this is a bit of a topic change... but I have a question for you. I understand if you don't wanna talk about anything else right now, though.
[But if no one worries about Ain, it's for the best! This is how he's lived his entire life. It wasn't worth saying goodbye to the El Search Party when he died because then they would have worried about him and, maybe, course-corrected into something that wasn't for the greater good somehow. Or they would have found him out (as if it matters now). Or they would have forgotten him anyway, even though he came back.
Feeling comfortable is hard. Others shouldn't have to worry about him. It feels selfish to ask for that kind of attention now. He doesn't want to be worried over, he just wants to be loved. (He does not realise that to love is to worry for someone's wellbeing. Not quite.)]
[Add is going to be pissed about it, no doubt. But what is Ain to do? He's functionally dead (as far as his scrambled memories will tell him) back home, and not even Elsword could fix him.]
Actually, I wanted to go back to Terra with everyone... but it's a lot to think about. I'm not going to be able to convince anyone. I'm really not prepared to give people up, either, so... haha. But I was intending to follow you, yeah. I just don't like the thought that I can't keep everyone I like.
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[ Combing through his hair. Kissing his head. ]
I'm worried about you, too.
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He was worried about me? Why? I'm fine...
[Ainchase Ishmael you are not fine you showed that man your death scars and got sad on him. You told him you missed him. What the fuck.]
You don't have to worry either, haha... [the way this is BEFORE add asks him about being the town whore and gets into a screaming match with him, lol]
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He totally left me sleeping upstairs with his coat. [Ain is wearing it.] It was nice of him not to wake me up, I guess.
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Actually, I know this is a bit of a topic change... but I have a question for you. I understand if you don't wanna talk about anything else right now, though.
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Feeling comfortable is hard. Others shouldn't have to worry about him. It feels selfish to ask for that kind of attention now. He doesn't want to be worried over, he just wants to be loved. (He does not realise that to love is to worry for someone's wellbeing. Not quite.)]
...okay. What is it?
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Once this is all over, and we get to go home... would you come to Terra with me?
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I know it's incredibly selfish. I know you miss your friends horribly. So if the answer is "no", that's alright.
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[Add is going to be pissed about it, no doubt. But what is Ain to do? He's functionally dead (as far as his scrambled memories will tell him) back home, and not even Elsword could fix him.]
Actually, I wanted to go back to Terra with everyone... but it's a lot to think about. I'm not going to be able to convince anyone. I'm really not prepared to give people up, either, so... haha. But I was intending to follow you, yeah. I just don't like the thought that I can't keep everyone I like.